My dearest,
How far we’ve come. Together. From being innocent young carefree people, we are now father and mother. There’s been so much laughter and joy along the way particularly in the past few years. There are countless moments that I’d squeezed my eyes shut them as tightly as I could to try and have those moments engraved into my memories and imprinted the happiness in my heart. I want to somehow swallow it whole. There are mornings and times where I feel complete frustration and tiredness. I would hide underneath my blanket and wish I could stay there forever. These are the times that I silently want to own a control like in the movie ‘ Click’ and fast forward those times. And then there are some nights I sit watching you all sleeping in complete darkness and question myself whether I’m capable of both being a mother and a wife. I doubt myself and feel sad looking at you while you are sleeping peacefully. I do sometime ask ‘ why can’t I be a mother and still be the girl you fell in love with and at the same time be the woman you love today? ” I know at times, I’d neglected you with affections and needs and my reply was always that I don’t have the time or that I’m tired. There are always ups and downs. It’s been somewhat like a roller coaster ride in the last year. Though if someone was to hand the control to me, there is not one single moment I would fast forward. From underneath the blanket I can hear you talking softly to our kids, caring for them and telling them to behave as mummy is tired. You would then check in on me and ask if I’m okay. And when I’m back to my normal self, you would cuddle me tightly in your arms and say softly ” I always try my best to help you out too. ” You may not know but that always bring tears to my eyes and warms up my heart. You make everything worth going through and I know that the ride is worthwhile because you are by my side. I’m the luckiest girl on the planet and I totally adore you with all the bits of my heart.
” Love after all doesn’t make the world go around, love is what makes the ride worthwhile. As you sit side by side through this roller coaster of life, remember to scream from the peaks, hold hands through the dips, laugh through the loops and enjoy every twist and turn for the ride is better because you share it together. ” From our friend Anh to us on our wedding day.
Always
Anh
Remember this session in did earlier? The family is now a family of 5 and yes! mom now has a little girl of her own to doll up and to go shopping with! I came to the house to do this follow up session and when I walked in I saw pics I took from our last session up on the wall! Lots of it! I can’t tell you how happy I feel when I see images I took hang on the wall with pride! Thank you so much for inviting me into your lives guys and allow me to document these absolute precious milestones :) Ashleigh is such a little cutie pie :)




It’s the little details that makes you smile.

My fav.

With much appreciation and wishing you a smile always :) oOx




















